all the proj finally over, can finally concentrate my end sem. Start to study!!! Main concern is F&B and POM. If i need help can ask you (refering to all those who can help)? THANKS in advance! hahs!

Missed training today, wasn't feeling well. 2nd time missing training. No more missing of trainings. Went to study with calvin aft seeing doc, couldn't study at home.

Got home, realise training cancel. Thurs too. So I can really concentrate on studying.

Went to blazers blog just now, saw the post about whr I am. Realised i'm at no whr (althgh i know alrdy, but didn't know i was very tt weak). I thought i train hard, but i guess i didn't. Training hard but no progess=not training hard. I will NOT quit and give up! I know i'm lagging behind, but i also know i can catch up. Say no use, need actions and results!

See how noobshit am i: Aft mths of training, running still last one. Grp stunt, cannot even prep say wd elevator and 2nd level. Go gym train arms, still can't even push up. Basic stunt, can base 1st level. 2nd level, not a single thing can do. In gymnast, forward roll alrdy got problem. Like wth, basic sia. Handstand aft so long still need support, cartwheel cannot even keep leg straight.